“here is nothing under its three forms”
[the Egyptian goddess NU, Hebrew cabala AIN]
“The Ante Primal Triad which is NOT-GOD.


O!
Nothing is.
Nothing Becomes.
Nothing is not”
= ??? negation = ?? emptiness = ? potential =


“COMMENTARY (The Ante Primal Triad) This is the negative Trinity; its three statements are, in an ultimate sense, identical. They harmonise Being, Becoming, Not-Being, the three possible modes of conceiving the universe. The statement, Nothing is Not, technically equivalent to Something Is” =

0 = 1

1 = “The First Triad which is
GOD I AM”
[Egyptian HAD, Hebrew cabala KThR]

I AM ALL ONE Impersonal (position)
1 = 2 I AM Impermanent (time)
1 = 3 I AM Imperfect (space)

0 = 1 x 2 x 3 = I AM AWARE

“The Abyss” of hallucinations
[Hebrew cabala Da’Ath]


I AM Aware of Imperfection = i think: “down shower the barren thoughts” = object-awareness = infinite categorisation = the illusion of separation

“The Second Triad which is GOD” THE SELF
[Egypt: KHU, Hebrew: ADONAI]


I AM desire 1 = 4:

imperfection-awareness is caused by desire and aversion.


I AM fear 1 = 5:

cessation of imperfection-awareness requires cessation of desire & aversion


I AM MYSELF 1 = 6
i think i am 1 = 4 + 5 + 6 + (7 x 8 x 9):

the science of imperfection-awareness-cessation is the practice of being aware of concentration without desire & aversion


7=6 i sense objects
6=8 i respond subjectively
6=9 i act as subject:

the science of imperfection-cessation is the practice of being aware of action without desire & aversion
“The Third Triad” i believe i am
THE FORM


1 = 7 i feel I AM subjectively real:

the science of imperfection-cessation is the practice of being aware of emotion without desire or aversion


1 = 8 I AM thinking objects are real:

the science of imperfection-cessation is the practice of being aware of mentation without desire or aversion


9 = 1 i imagine I AM subject:

the science of imperfection-cessation is being-aware of aspiration without desire & aversion
“The Tenth Emanation”
[Hebrew: MLKT Egypt: KHABS]


10 = 1 I AM existing as if i am subject:

the science of desire-cessation is the practice of being-aware of livelihood without desire & aversion.

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NOTE:
This formula harmonises the Cabala’s 10 fold Tree-of-Life with the 3 insights, 4 truths, and 8 practices of the Buddha. The quotations are from: “LIBER TRIGRAMMATON SUB FIGURA XXVII Being the Book of the Trigrams of the Mutations of the Tao with the Yin and the Yang” (1909) by V.V.V.V.V. & “The Book of Lies, falsely so-called” (1913) by Perdurabo, by whom all the real work behind this image was done many years ago. This poem is a Maatian version of Chapter 0 "The Chapter that is not a Chapter" of “The Book of Lies”, a Ra-Hoorish image by an Magister Templi-graduate born in Osirian times.

FACELESS BACKSTAB (a star is cast forth in the sphere of Luna)

"How shall he destroy himself?"
 
I am your illusion:
this web of words i weave
is not the living person
whose wisdom's free to reave.
 
Each day at dawn I waken
full of poetry and art.
But here, the human is forsaken:
this mind is not my heart.
 
I walk alone, in service,
and to my murdered children's grief,
on Calvary, with Mary's kiss,
nailed like a dead tree's leaf.
 
All this my Goddess hath demanded,
to hold back not one dram,
and willingly, and to be candid,
there is no god here where I am.